Alone,
Always alone
From sunset to sunrise
I try to make friends but I am not a friendly person
No one understands me
This is why I am alone
No friends
No family
No money to get away
Sometimes I think about leaving it all behind
But I fear what lays ahead
Instead I just sit and wait for it all to get better
But it doesn’t
It’s the waiting that kills me
The waiting,
waiting,
waiting..
Even if I could get away I wonder if I would miss it
The solitude and peace
I feel as if I am falling
down,
down,
down
Into a deep dark hole with no escape
I try to grab hold of something but it is no use
All I can do is try and enjoy the long fall to the end
I try to forget and just smile
But behind my smile,
I’m dying